im getting too hungry to stay in bed any longer but i think 3 hours after you wake up is plenty

I am leaving the country in a week and so far i dont have a passport, only like 4 people know im going and i need to move all my shit out of this apartment in 3 days. No i didnt just find out im leaving, i've known that for about 2 weeks i think. Why is it so hard to pick up the phone and tell people something? why is it so hard to take a short bus ride and go get my fucking passport done? not much else to say... well, i hope everybody is doing alright...